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We start as two To end as one Your breath so warm Your words so strong Her hands run slowly down his skin They cradle; fondle as the elope in sin Her every marked by his kisses The pain so often cried out he dismisses The pace quickens as they both scream It becomes so like nothing else; a dream It hurts so bad Melancholy Promise my love Although lowly Her cries become of fear and pain He ignores it and continues in their shame She belongs to him as always Begins with pleasure but now she silently prays She tried to make it work again But the splendour felt before she cant mantain Loved you once You stole my love My hear

Those pages full of pencilled left in dirt. Hours chained by sick love that makes me hurt. It beacons to me whenever I look. And I obey; reeled in by its hook. Each pencil line rubbed off dirty dark lead. Onto paper from my eyes see just red. Wasted life on this gold mine of splendour. To loose it would make me feel so tender. I hate. My love. Seen by many. Those pictures inside not cured by any. My creations that have had me crying. My creations that leave me there dying.

Can't Sleep Its 11:30 and i cant sleep.     Because all my thoughts just keep, Turning to you & the things i said.     The thoughts unvoiced inside my head. You with your aubun hair and amber green eyes.     I can never muster the courage, no matter how hard i try, To bring myself to ask or say,     "I'd like to get to know you better today." The last time i asked that, i was left empty inside.     A pice of me just silently died. It gave up without a fight.     Like a whick gone out in a dark night. So i am scared to death, of thinking of someone new.     But try as i might i cant stop thinking of you. But now its 11:45 and my

So now its time for you to go and pop your pills. Because maybe then it kills, The feelings that hurt you so bad. Because you've never had this much pain in your life. Nothing is going right. All your love is dead. (Chours) So hold on, hold on, To my outstreached hand. Nothing ever, Nothing ever Goes as planned. So break out, Break out Of this stagnent life. Plan on, Plan on Something going right. I never new just quite how to say this to you. But now I think I do. I have always loved you. You never can know just how much trouble this has caused. My life has paused. I don't know what to do/  (Chours)

The old scars of the past show Cut open, fresh, with new pain A new twist I can't change what I did Just regret it I can't offer him comfort Just a bad revalation That's all The revalation Zoom back a few years Back to when I beat her Back to when I was The Bully I could see the pain in her eyes Why did I do it? Did it bring me satisfaction? She will bear scars for the rest of her life That just brings me nausea I can't offer my once-bullied boyfriend comfort I can't take away the pain I caused her I wonder how she was able to forgive me I wonder what he will think of me now This is all my fault I'm so sorry

My body starts to tremble; my chest begins to shake I feel my fist ball up and all I really feel is hate I'm breaking down, you fucking whore you I start to wonder why the fuck did I adore you Today's the day I think that someone will get messed up I see your new and I know you are just a damn slut You hold his hand, I hear you kiss him And it feels like your still right by my side I can't believe it, how the fuck did I love you You take my heart and rip it out of my chest I said you were the best, found out that I'm wrong How did I let you dig your way in my heart Holding it in; your knife is still inside I walk away but in my m

You traipse in and leave red shoe stains on the floor, take what you want from me and nothing more. You say that love is a sin- I say it wasn't until you walked in. You tell me you'll be gentle with your lips, that I will grow accustomed to your fingertips. I don't think so honey, ruining my life isn't all that funny. You tell me just to hush and stop my speaking, tell me to ignore the blood that's leaking. You know I would if I could, but the outcome doesn't look so good. You flash a smile in lustre black and white, that made me want to puke at my first sight. You made a monster out of me, a monster only you can see. Violins